Getting a little Lovey Dovey 2day

so about 3-4 months ago I met this guy, granted he has kind of been in my life for my entire college career, but our paths never really crossed.  Guess timing is everything.  Anyways, he is just so amazing.  This man treats me the way women are suppose to be treated.  He makes me feel so special, wanted, loved, desired.  I have not felt like this in a long time nor have I felt so lucky to have such a person in my life.  I hope this works because I can see myself building a life with this man.  Angels looked out for me when they created you and then made it possible for our hearts to meet. 

Hey please don't wear your pajamas to class!

So I'm going to make this short and sweet.  Please don't wear your damn pajamas to class.  It looks sloppy and let's me know that you have yet to wash your ass this morning, which is disgusting!  Stop it!  I don't know what makes people think that just because it is allowed for you to walk into your college lectures with your choice of clothing, doesn't mean that it's ok.  Take your smelly ass back to your apartment or dorm room, wash up and then return to class.  Thanks.

Can I just vent today?.....

I'm in a relationship with someone who i have waited to be with my whole life.  I love her with all of my heart and soul.  I love her so much it scares me.  I've NEVER been so afraid to lose someone.  I spoke to one of my friends who told me that if there was no fear coupled with my professed love then it wouldn't be real.  If you are afraid to lose them then that's real love.

I know things are not perfect between us and I guess that's because we've always been each others oasis and then we leave and go back to our normal lives without each other.  But now she is a part of my daily life and we do annoy each other and get on each others nerves and need space and are not all smiles all of the time.  But I am not used to this routine like life with her.  I guess my fantasy of what "we" would be like is much easier and carefree than the reality of the situation.  all that being said I still love her so much and am willing to work hard to make this work.  I can see myself growing old with her and even having children, something that I never would have thought about before.

I guess now that I am graduating and starting my adult life I am afraid and feel pressured for everything to be perfect when honestly it's not going to be.  But I have to admit I miss those days when i felt like nothing else in the world mattered, but us.  And the way she used to look at me and make me blush.  I just miss the honeymoon stage and I am not sure how to handle our relationship maturing.

And she doesn't communicate with me and is always sad looking so it makes me not want to bring up the fact that I just need to feel more loved.  I know she loves me you know what I mean?  I KNOW this, but I need to feel it and I just feel like she doesn't understand that.  I don't know how to make her understand.  I'm already under so much pressure with school, work, financial, and to add my relationship into the mix really sucks.....I know she can't read my mind, but sometimes I wish she could.  When I lay with her at night and fall asleep on her chest.......my heartbeat matching her heartbeat.......I'm always hoping she can feel what I need from her...........I don't think it ever happens.  She is the one.......I just want her to show me how she feels about me and not expect for me to just know.

EVERYTHING YOU DO IS MY PET PEEVE!!!!

Let's talk about my pet peeves today.  How about I just make a list.....

this is what pisses me off and irritates the fuck outta me!

• tapping your fucking foot constantly when you are sitting next to me.  
• smacking your damn gum in my ear and popping 30 fucking bubbles all loud like I want to hear that shit!
• clicking your pen on the desk when I have to sit next to you and can feel and hear that or tapping your pencil too
• biting your nails and flicking them off next to me or chipping your nail polish off throughout class.
• not covering your mouth and coughing or sneezing all over everyone.  if you are sick stay the fuck home.  I don't want your Aids!
• standing or sitting way too damn close to me in a line or in class where I can feel your breath...ugh!
• expecting me to personal shop for you at old navy.  I make chump change per hour so don't expect to spend 97 cent and have me personal shop for you like this is a Beverly Hills Boutique!
• wearing clothes that you know you cannot fit!
• calling me 12 times in a row....if I ignored you the first time I'll ignore you again if you get ignorant!
• over thinking my niceness.....I'm being polite no I don't want to get with you!
• making me ask you to do something more then once....just do it bitch!
• coming around me with body odor.....enough said.
• being cocky about the material things you have....learn the definition of humble and shut the fuck up!
• being overly into yourself....fuck you....everyone doesn't think you are beautiful!
• sleeping all day.....lazy and I hate it.
• not ironing your clothes.....wrinkles are not sexy to me
• being fucking cheap all the damn time...I'm am not a bargain basement chick...get the fuck outta here!
• fucking up my food order when the menu is all pictures like at fast food restaurants.

there are probably many more but that's what I got now....so now you know, so please don't piss me off.  Thanks.

So you took the drink out of my value meal so it looks cheaper?

I know this is probably a silly topic, but oh well I'm gonna rant about it anyway.  I understand that it is a recession and we are all looking for a cheaper way to fulfill wants and needs at a substantial quality, but fast food restaurants are pissing me off!  I am tired of fast food joints claiming that they have these new menu's with lower prices when all they have really done is taken the drink off of your meal price and made it separate, but way more expensive.  So I guess if you want a complete meal that includes a drink then you have to be a baller.  

Let's throw in a couple of examples:

• Old Country Buffet......they used to have one price that you pay when you go in.  Something like $12.00 or so.  Now they have all of these huge signs, flyers, commercials and direct mail informing you that they now have a cheaper price for you!  You can buy an all you can eat buffet meal for $9.99 and walk around with a red cup that shows they are watching you so you only get water to dink in that cup OR you can pay $12.00 (the original price) and add their new "beverage bar".......WTF is a beverage bar?  You have done nothing to change this menu or restaurant and now you claim to have a cheap price by taking out the drink in your meal and calling it a new menu with a beverage bar.  Yea that's they way to get'em Old Country Buffet!
• Boston Market......so everyone knows that Boston market kinda has home cooked thing going on and their meals are quite expensive for fast food, but its good so for some it's worth it.  anyways they allow you to choose whatever mean u want minus your drink for what they call a low price then if you want a drink you must pay $1.99 extra and they give you a 32 ounce cup without even asking you what size drink you want.  There is no choice.....you either get water and our meal or you can add a ridiculous size drink and make your bill go back up to $10 and above.  Yea stick it to'em Boston Market!
• Burger King.....now this example is a little different because it has nothing to do with drinks.....but it has everything to do with them acting like they have created something new and cheap for their customer....They have released a commercial talking about obtaining the best taste and a mount of food for minimum money.  They talk about it like they were on this idea forever.  Then they go one to say that they went over this idea many times and worked on it for days an nights in a laboratory.  and guess what the new item is?  Its the same fucking burger that is already on the damn menu!!  The fucking BK Stacker only now you can have it with 1,2, or 3 pieces of meat that cost $1,$2,$3......oh man that's so innovative Burger King!  BTW I have gone to Burger King twice since they have started doing this because the stacker is actually good only to find that their employees can't count from 1-3 and have no idea how any patties to put on a single stacker....I guess the word "single" is just too complicated.
• And Taco Bell......please stop having days like 88 cent burrito day or anything like that.  the damn Burrito only cost 99 cent to begin with!.....Save it taco bell.....your whole menu is under one dollar.  How will you sustain if you sell everything for a couple cents?  Guess you guys save money using fake meat and fillers. 

So in conclusion....people are not as stupid as you think fast food company's.....You are creating new things or making your food any more of a value for us, but thanks for trying I guess.

I guess handicapped people get no love huh?

So let's talk about my day the other day.....I went out with two other friends of mines....We had a fun day.  We went to Gap and Banana Republic, Bath and Body Works, Walmart.....ya know just a girls shopping day.  One of our stops was Forever 21.....we picked out clothes for each other to try on and some were cute, some were awful, but the point was to have fun, not be uptight and serious.  Anyways we asked for rooms near each other so that we could judge each others look.....and by the way the fitting room attendant had a horrendous attitude about this request....I mean I guess that $6 bucks an hour she makes was just not enough for her to have to deal with us asking for a room nearby each other....but moving on......she puts us in three rooms at the end of the fitting room.  One room happened to be a fitting room marked handicap.  There would be absolutely nothing wrong with that except for the design of the room was atrocious.  We are not handicapped, but if we were, Forever 21 would get a gold star for being the worst store for accommodating disabled customers.  

Let me describe the room for you.....

a bench to sit down stuck to a dirty brick wall, accented with one dim light bulb.  Enough space to fit a wheel chair, but here is the kicker.......no mirror!!!  all of the other rooms had mirrors and better lighting.  So Forever 21 is telling me that if you are handicapped, the room we have designated for you is one at the very end of the fitting room so you must travel far, then you must try on your items damn near in the dark....(mind you there are no railings or handles for those who are confined to a wheelchair) and then after you try on your items which will definitely be a work out considering there is no rails or lights you must travel to the main hallway and look at the community mirror to see if you like the item since there is no mirror in your room.  GOOD JOB Forever 21 you guys really know how to treat your customers!!!!!  PS.  you guys are assholes all the way around.  Thanx

Can we skip ANY contact with your parents please? THANKS

It's made into a parody everyday.  You see it on TV and you laugh, but the people who don't laugh are the ones actually going through it.  I'm talking about being in a relationship with someone you love, but having to deal with their parents who hate you and treat you like shit.  Somehow parents have this thing where they think that even when you are well into your adult years that it is okay for them to continue to dictate your life and the people you choose to surround yourself with.  And the sad thing to me is that most people go along with it and think that it is ok.  I get that you want to respect your parents, but to allow them to control you for the rest of your life is insane and really shows the lack of maturity you have considering you can't stand up for yourself or are capable of making your own decisions.

Ok sorry had to vent about that, but here is my real problem......

If I am dating you and have been involved with you for years then you should know me as a person.  And if i am dating you then I should hold some type of importance in your life.  If you have any ounce of love and respect for me at all then you should be ready and willing to protect my honor......right?  then why in the fuck would you allow your parents to CONSISTENTLY disrespect me?  There is NOTHING that is okay about that and frankly i don't have to take that shit from your parents considering they don't even know me.  If I am good to you and I support you then why in the fuck would it not be important for you to address this to your parents?  I would NEVER let my parents disrespect my friends or my love.  It has nothing to do with my respect for my parents, but it has EVERYTHING to do with the general respect you should have for people, especially ones you don't know.  When you allow your parents to disrespect your partner then you are saying that you yourself don't respect your partner and if you are not willing to change that then you are a sad case.  It makes all the years of love, support and companionship seem in vain.

Why is it ok to make me feel like that?  Especially while you walk around like everything is cool, chit chatting with  your parents like there is not an elephant in the room that needs to be addressed?  I am not always right, but I know I'm not wrong on this one.

I know I F#$Ked up, but will you marry me now?

So I'm going to make this short.  i was in a relationship for 2 years with someone who put me through hell.  i am now in a new relationship with someone that I can honestly say i hope I am with for the rest of my life.  I have known her for 10 years and my love for her is undeniable and limitless.

My question for the day is what makes your ex lovers feel that they can hurt you and be a complete dick and turn around and present a ring to you like that makes it all better.  I literally have an ex who i have not been cool with for a year asking me to marry her because now she is ready.........fuck you dude!  Now you are ready after you had me looking like boo boo the fool for 2 years while you went all around town being an ass, sleeping with whoever, living in my house, not contributing to shyt.  Now all of a sudden you are ready.  now that i made it possible for you to stand on your own two feet.


I'm over it.  Just wanted to vent today guys............

Ebonics is the black dialect....beware you may be offended

I have taken courses at Michigan State University and have had to use books that peg Ebonics as the black dialect.  It makes me so upset that in 2011 my people are still looked at as ignorant in such a manner that society has pegged Ebonics.....BROKEN ENGLISH as the black dialect!  How demeaning!  I pay 25k a year to attend a big 10 university, one where i was accepted just the same as my white or non-African-American counterparts.  And to make matters worse if you google Ebonics every definition says the same thing......it's a "slave language."  Sadly, I think Ebonics is a term for a slang language.  EVERY RACE uses slang!!!  It is NOT an ignorant black language, but slang terminology that any and every culture uses at some point.  America please stop stereotyping black people as ignorant!  All of us are not!!!  

Also I have an article that i have posted before that i found interesting that kind of relates to this......read if you like.

The New Racism- The progress of Blacks in America is marginal and involves a relatively small and limited number of celebrities, usually in the genre of sports and entertainment, and a shrinking Black middle class that owes it's sustenance and survival to the adoption of Western/Caucasian values and detachment, denial and indifference to the vast ocean of Black suffering in the world. This paradigm gives many the delusion of Black advancement. They remember when black were legally segregated in many areas of American life and they think that a limited social integration is synonymous with progress.

Moreover, the illusion of an America that has somehow redeemed itself of it's racist tendencies acts as a blinder to the reality of racism that is hiding in plain sight. This deception is accomplished because many mistakenly assume that racism consist solely of hostile biases and prejudices held by one group against another although this view does have elements of truth, it does not explain what racism is at its core. Racism is a group-based contest or struggle in which one group competes to control wealth and valuable resources at the expense of another group.

The primary reason millions of Blacks were kidnapped from Africa and forced to labor uncompensated for centuries was not because they had different racial or physical characteristics, but because they were idealized as the perfect human cargo to build wealth and power through mental acuity as well as physical prowess.

With the advent of the industrial revolution and the creation of larger and more sophisticated machines, it was determined that they were no longer needed to perform the back-breaking work they had done for centuries. Thus, the institution of chattel slavery was cast aside with great congratulation and fanfare, and replaced with a new form of exploitive servitude in the south- mining and sharecropping- and industrialized system of oppression in the north that consisted of mills and factories. This the economic exploitation of Blacks continued under a new guise along with social marginalization. In fact, economic and social status have long served as a gauge to determine the true condition of Blacks in America. And this standard is as relevant today as it ever was.

Recently the Urban League released its annual report about the state of Blacks in America and the statistics reveal a devastating picture of Black poverty, unemployment, lack of health care, crime and incarceration rates, in virtually every area and category of life in America, Black (as a group) are meandering at the bottom of the barrel. This is no accident. The solution is to rely on our own skill, talent, and God-given resources. To, in effect cast down our buckets where we are and to cast aside the old habit of asking others what we could and should be doing for ourselves.

BY STEVEN MALIK SHELTON (Human Rights Advocate)

Thirsty Skanks

Question:  How do you respond to a "bestfriend" that oversteps his/her boundaries with your boy/girlfriend?

This is a question that runs through my mind a lot because i have had to deal with it.  I hate when you are in a relationship with someone and their friends do not know their place.  I understand that friendships are important, but once your friend gets in a relationship  you MUST RESPECT that!  That means stop the flirty chatting, stop with so many "I love you's", stop the late night after hour calling....It's disrespectful.  And stop trying to make it seem like the GIRLFRIEND is being irrational because she is not going to stand for you being disrespectful to her or the relationship!  Stop being a SKANK and be a friend, which is what you claim to be anyways.  I'd even feel better if you just came out and said i want to fuck your girlfriend and that is why i act the way I do.  At least you'd be honest about the sh*t.  I mean, I'd still kick your ass, but I'd respect your honesty.  All I'm saying is people if you are a friend then know your place.  The girlfriend/boyfriend comes FIRST and trying to come between that is selfish, whorish, ignorant, and asinine, so please have a seat and think before you act.......you might also want to try going out on a date because obviously the person you want is TAKEN.

People always want what they can't have, but BITCH have some class......No, SERIOUSLY.....have some class!

Um yea so let's get over the 3D movies dude

So I was watching TV today and a commercial came on advertising for a new movie that was coming out....it looked so cool....then it said "COMING SOON IN 3D".......WTF!!!  Why does everything all of a sudden have to be in 3D?  I hate wearing those stupid, uncomfortable glasses and having to pay $2 more to see a movie that is only in quality 3D if you are sitting in the first 3 rows!  Please stop the madness and make movies like they used to in regular ass 2D.  Thanx

Pregnancy is sooooo cool! Why would I get an education?

So I know this is going to piss a bunch of people off, but hey that is what I am here for!  I am so fucking sick of girls in high school or in college getting pregnant and walking around like the shyt is cool!  You have just ruined your life!!!!  Hello!!!  Does anybody hear me out there?  Babies are not accessories and it is not cute to be 17/18 and missing out on your college experience and chance for a better life because you couldn't keep your legs closed long enough to watch a 30-sec commercial!  And for those of you who are already in college....it is hard enough trying to work and get an education to one day make something of yourself, why go and add a baby to the mix?  Now the university will not be liable for you and your baby so you have to move back home with your parents or parent, hope that they will help to take care of you and your child or you are just stuck most of you with some dude who promised you the world and 5 min later called you and hoe and said that is not his seed.  Kudos for those of you who actually get through this and survive against the odds, but for the rest of you honestly I feel very little sympathy.  

Women quit allowing these men to sweet talk you out of your clothes.   I know it's hard when you feel lonely and the pressures of mass media making you feel very unpretty, but in the same token you are worth so much more than 10 min with some man who probably has no fucking clue what he is doing.  If he were a real man than he would show you love beyond the physical and help you to understand that love and care is something that needs to be fulfilled mentally and emotionally.  The physical part actually comes last.  

Also women quit posting preggo pics of yourself on these websites like you are just so proud of what you have done.  And stop getting upset when people are not happy for you.  They are probably sad for you like they should be.  Be the WOMAN you profess to be.  Don't be the child who is lost, uneducated, pregnant and not living to their full potential because you made a life altering mistake.  Be smart and know that what is really COOL is having an education, making it possible for yourself to start a career and at that point start a family that you will be able to support and provide for. 

Why are we as women and dare I say it BLACK women so consumed with the idea of having a man and being a "baby mama" that we don't care who we give our bodies to nor who we trust with our hearts?  I know society has beat you down and the very men who you birthed into this world treat you like you are less than, but you are a beautiful woman and you need to show the world that we are more than hips and thighs and loud mouth, angry, women, not worth a superior equal.  You are worth it.....WORK ON YOU then find HIM.....he is out there.....you just need to recognize what is important first and that is you, your education and career.  The rest will fall into place.....Don't rush it.  If you are a success then you will attract that type of person.

Profs that have a thick accent

So as I sit in class daily I am irritated by the fact that such an accredited university can hire so many international professors and not require them to  master the English language before allowing them to teach PAYING American students!!!!  WTF!!!  So I have to come into my $1700 class everyday and wreck my brain trying to decipher what the fuck is being said to me.  And to make things more frustrating each powerpoint or written document that is given to me is typed exactly like the prof speaks so it is also very annoying!!!  Here we are in a recession and I am spending my hard earned money on top of drowning in debt to receive this top notch education and get a good job and all you have to do to become a university professor is totally fuck up the English language, meaning barely coming close and be a certified teacher from some whacked out country or town that no one even knows about.  UGH!!!!  and if this blog was too much for you.........don't read my fucking blogs!!!!

PEACE

Customers reckless ass mouths

So as we all know I work in retail.  I know that it is the holiday and I'm going to have to deal with attitudes when something doesn't ring up as a customer thinks it should or people can't make a return when they think they should be able to, but these damn customers are just ridiculous and frankly their reckless ass mouths make me want to slap the dog shyt out of them!

To make my point let me give you an example....Today I'm ringing a lady up and she brings me a bag of old clothes telling me they were a gift and that she wants to exchange them for new items.  I ask her if she had a receipt and she said no.  I then explained to her that we cannot do returns OR exchanges without receipts and that it is policy.  She then pulls out a receipt and begins telling me how she forgot that when she paid for it that she put the receipt in her purse......PAUSE.....why did you just tell me they were a gift and the person who gave it to you didn't give you a receipt when all along you knew that was a lie and you paid for them yourself?  Ugh!!!  anyways moving on.....then I scan the receipt and it's way past the 90 days that you have to return items so we are back at square one....long story short all i could do for her was a gift certificate in the mail for the items at whatever price they rang up for today which was a grand total of $8.94.......well of course she was pissed and felt the need to yell at me and tell her friend who was next to her very loudly might i add that she was gonna finish buying her things today and never shop here again!

I hate when people say that so damn loud like they are trying to hurt my feelings!!!  I don't give a fuck if you ever shop here again and as a matter of fact how about I'm glad I won't have to see your stupid ass ever again!!!  Whether you come back or not my paycheck still comes on the same day every other week so please take your shyt and your reckless ass mouth and get the fuck outta my store......Thanks and have a good day!!!! 

Taking sexy pics on the toilet....WHY WHY WHY?

How come every time I get in the internet I see a photograph of some celeb or random woman with both professional or amateur pictures of her in some provocative pose on some toilet or urinal or sink or whatever.  WTF?  Where have I been that I didn't notice that public restrooms had become the sexiest place on earth?  How about that just screams STD.....Ugh!  So gross!!!  

These girls are out here in panties and bras with their legs sprawled all apart laid across bathroom fixtures with bedroom eyes.......please stop the madness......how about we try to take a tasteful sexy pic, one that doesn't require toilet tissue and hand sanitizer at the end.  Thanks.

Now that's it's on the clearance rack you can fit into it?

So I see this weekly at my job.....some girl comes in looking for some good deals.....she hits the clearance rack......NORMALLY she is a full-figured size 14-16......today since many of the size 2 garments are only 97 cents then all of a sudden you can "make this work."  WTF is up with that?  Now here you are in the mirror strutting your stuff like you have on some fabulous, well put together motif when really you are busting out of every seam.  

Don't get me wrong.....there is nothing I love more than a thick voluptuous woman, but one that knows her body and knows what looks good on her without looking trashy.  Even skinny chicks can be trashy and look a hot mess, but why must we even go there with ourselves?  Be conscious of what you look like ladies.....Just because it is on sale does not mean it is for you.  Avoid thrifty spells overpowering your common sense.  You know your body and you know that you need to wear the size that flatters your shape, not squeeze into some size 2 ass outfit stepping out like you are Beyonce or some shyt.  Be Flyy and flattering, not cheap and skanky.  Thanks.

Why in the F@%k are you talking to me?

So today I would like to talk about something that happened to me.  I was in the mall walking back to my job as my break was nearing the end and I see these 2 girls that I used to be very close friends with, but now have not been friends with them for the past 2 years.  They see me and they say "Ohhh Hi, how have you been?" in the most rude sarcastic way as if I must have been doing poorly considering i no longer have their friendship.  

First off, why are you even speaking to me?  i don't like you anymore for a perfectly legitimate reason and we have not been cool for a very long time.  i am doing just fine without you, in fact, I'm much better off without fake people in life.  If I don't like you and we are not friends any longer wtf would make you think that it was a good idea to speak to me at all?  I don't care if you thought you were being polite (totally not the case, but

just saying).  

If i have chosen not to have a certain person or persons as staple people in my life then there is no need for me to even acknowledge your ass.  Especially these two trolls that i saw today.  Our friendship ended very badly and even if they were the last two trollips on earth I'd still keep moving and live the rest of my days out alone.

The point I am trying to make here is this.....if you are not friends with someone and you no longer concern yourself with them for any reason good or bad what would be the need to speak?  How about I ignore you and continue my day as i have been doing for the past 2 years ya know?  and then don't speak to me in a rude tone as if you were trying to genuinely say hello when you were most definitely trying to be the same high school mentality bitches that I once knew.

So yea let me get back to work, finish up my second degree while you take your terribly obese, whore on a stick ass on somewhere with that baby stroller you got rolling around because you couldn't keep your legs closed long enough to finish school and start your career.  Keep your comments to yourself and if you ever see me again.....look the other way because bitch I don't want to hear it.  Anything either of you or anyone else I am not cool with for that matter has to say is irrelevant and annoying so move on.

Get outta here with these ignorant questions!

So I'm a girl who LOVES girls!!!   Let's just put that out there!  I hate when people ask me the dumbest questions about my sexuality.  Stop asking me when did I become gay? Or say shyt like you are too pretty to be gay!  How stupid do you sound?  First off I did not just wake up one morning like oh yea I think I want to be gay today!  NO!!!  I was always this way.....I realized it when i was 14 and from then on it has been a journey of discovering who I am for myself.  And what is this you are too pretty to be gay shyt?  What the fuck does gay look like?  I guess it's some flaming hot male with a boa or a butch ass female with a buzz cut riding a damn motorcycle........gay doesn't have a face.....you probably sit next to gay people everyday and don't even know it.  And why are people so concerned with attacking someone's sexuality like I'm disgusting for being in love with a female, but you are a heterosexual whore, selling your pussy on the street for $25 a pop, still being considered a saint.  Get the fuck outta here!!!  and why is it that I have to be looked at like a fucking science project with this 20 questions game everytime someone finds out that I am a lesbian? 

First off how about you mind your fucking business and let me live my life.  Don't judge what i do without assessing the whole picture..and honestly even then it's none of your fucking business but since you are so damn nosey here goes a small expalnation....I have been in plenty hetero relationships and it just was not for me.  I have never been so degraded and treated so badly as I have by men.  Men treat you like objects and honestly it's been my experience that black men especially are so busy treating black women like "a piece" versus trying to establish a functional healthy relationship.  Lazy men are looking for women to be a servant and  I am not interested in that.  I have 2 degrees and my own shyt.  I want to be in a relationship with someone who is comparable not someone who is a lazy disgrace with a cute face and low grade sex......there is more to life than that.  women in general treat me better and I have had much healthier relationships with them plus the sex is beyond on point **SNAPS**

but like I said don't ask me stupid shyt!

Bitch gave me an unncessary attitude!

So while I'm on a venting marathon let's talk about my job.  i work at Old Navy and have been working there for quite sometime.  i am ONLY working there because it is flexible and it is what I can do while I am still in school full-time finishing my 2nd degree.  Anyways every damn day i work i get some ignorant customer yelling at me or giving me attitude when they want something that i cannot do due to policy or because it's just a down right stupid request. 

For example....When you purchase something and it is on sale, of course you are only going to pay the sale price versus the price on the tag.  Please do not come to my line like this woman did a few days ago......allow me to do a return for you, get your receipt and then tell me that these clothes cost you more than that and that I owe you more money.  First off the more you get loud with me the less patience I have to deal with you, secondly the computer system keeps track of your purchases and payments and would NEVER refund you less than what you paid, not only that i am looking at your receipt showing you that they were on sale.  And still you continue to try and embarrass me with your loud ass mouth trying to fight a losing battle about me being wrong. 

now let me breathe before I go hard on this situation.........First off bitch I'm no damn fool and I am not gonna let you pull one over on me just because you are getting loud.  I am not phased by that.  I worked in retail for 8 years and I know better than most that yelling does nothing, but make you look stupid.  On top of that, you are being so obnoxious that you can't be quiet for one second for me to explain why you received that amount back.  Don't ask me why something is they way it is and then don't even allow me to respond.  Either way i am not giving you money for no reason so lower your voice and get the fuck out of my store you mathematically challenged bitch and climb back into the trashy hole you came from.  and save the ignorant comments too...."I'm never coming back to Old Navy!"  "You guys are so rude!"  "You guys are stupid!"  yea mama keep talking shyt....I'll still be here tomorrow and my check will be in the bank on Wednesday regardless of your little performance and BTW I hope you never come back to Old Navy because my day will move a lot smoother.

For all those who work in retail.......let's have a moment of silence for the assholes that we would like to slap the shyt out of daily!!! 

ps.  I'm an expert at customer service!!!!  No joke!!!!  Funny how a pay check can make you change your attitude for 8 hrs a day! 

What the f@#K is going on with my appointment?

So I call the dentist office today and try to make an appointment.  They are Closed the entire fucking week that i am available to come there especially considering I live 2 hours away and my stupid ass insurance forces me to go there.  Anyways...How the hell are you closed for an entire week and you are a fucking dentist?  Do you not think that people will need this type of service during that time?  You are comparable to a Doctor's office so what the fuck is up with that?  Then I hate how the fucking receptionist is so not concerned about anything that is happening with you and your pain or situation.  It is Dec 1st and I had to make an appointment for Dec 30th!!!!  I am in pain now!  So why can't you fit me in before that?  SO damn dumb.  And what pisses me off even more is that when the receptionist senses your frustration she starts to become world's biggest dick and has an attitude like she just doesn't have the time to deal with this.....bitch are you serious?  a trip to this fucking office is at least $100 so don't you dare catch that fucking attitude with me.  take your Devry University degree and do your fucking job bitch!  I had to endure 4 years at the least for my degree while you are copping an attitude with me after you sat in class for 3 months for this damn desk job.....UGH!!!! 

And it's the same at the doctors office but slightly different situation.  You go in for your appointment at 10am.....if you are even 5 min late they want you to fucking reschedule no matter what it took for you to get there no matter what your illness or problem is......then if you do get there on time then these fuckers put you in a room for 2 hours before they even see you.  So not only was i on time, but now I have wasted 2 hours because you are allowed to take your fucking time.  And why do doctors schedule 8 fucking 10am appointments?  You are only one person and you cannot be in 8 rooms at once.  How much longer do you need to go to med school to understand that?...........UGH!!  EVERYTHING EVERYDAY PISSES ME OFF!!!!